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I Am Blessed to be Ethnically Ambiguous
Growing up my brother I was bullied for being mixed heritage. Ironically we were bullied by our own people, stating we both were not...

ILICarrieDoll
Jan 30, 20223 min read


Smoothest Day Ever
Today is one of the rare day where everything really went smoothly!! To begin with, Kevin dropped by to drop his house keys to me....

ILICarrieDoll
Jan 28, 20222 min read


About Last Night
On 18th Jan Kae suddenly pmed asking me if I'm interested to attend an anime bar theme grand opening on the 21st. She is very interested...

ILICarrieDoll
Jan 24, 20223 min read


Am I Narcissistic for Only Posting my Photos?
Not something bothering me but just something I want to talk about 🙂 Years ago several friends of mine alluded that I am some sort...

ILICarrieDoll
Jan 10, 20222 min read


Farewell 2021 and Welcome 2022
In the past three years my life had been a rollercoaster. I found myself become single, then unexpectedly in a relationship again, only...

ILICarrieDoll
Jan 1, 20222 min read


First Lolita Gathering in 2 Years! (18th December 2021)
Finally! After 2 years, after Covid started we finally have a physical gathering! I was lucky I didn't feel too much from the side...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 28, 20212 min read


Booster Intake (18th December 2021)
On 7th December 2021, while in the middle of quarantine after returning from Amsterdam, I received sms informing of my booster...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 27, 20211 min read


Casual Lolita @ Midvalley (17th December 2021)
Aaaaaah finally back to KL, back to Midvalley and this year Christmas decoration is still amazing (even tho my friends thinks it's less...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 26, 20211 min read


From KL to Amsterdam, a LDR Story
2019 started really rough for, I broke up with my bf of 10 years due to family issues. I was a at loss, we dated when we both...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 23, 20218 min read


Rotterdam, the Modern City
When I told some of my Dutch friends that I am planning to visit Amsterdam, majority of them told me that I should be visiting Rotterdam...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 21, 20213 min read


Volendam, look there's Kibbeling, and raw herring!
Our dear Dutch friend Henk invited me and Domagoj to visit his place in Sexbierum (yes you read it right). However due to time consuming...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 20, 20213 min read


De Wallen, the Red Part of Amsterdam
One thing I can say about Malaysia that we are not open when it comes to anything related to sex. We didn't have proper, if even ANY sex...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 20, 20215 min read


Amsterdam, the Land of Dancing Houses
One of my bucketlist is to visit Europe. I had been to many places due to my father's job (and even mine) but they're mainly in Asia. So...

ILICarrieDoll
Dec 18, 202114 min read


Just Because it's Normal, Doesn't Mean it's Ok
Why are we telling women to learn martial arts to defend themselves when we could tell men to stop assaulting women?...

ILICarrieDoll
Nov 17, 20211 min read


Sometimes I feel Guilty for Being Happy
Ever since I meet my current partner I had been very happy. There were ups and downs, temporary breakup and patched ups, but in the...

ILICarrieDoll
Nov 11, 20212 min read


New Me: But Do I Like It?
Every year I will hear people say "New Year, New Me" or nowdays #newyearnewme, and yet I felt I had stayed the same throughout the years....

ILICarrieDoll
Nov 11, 20216 min read


Sometimes I'm Just Tired...
Those with invisible illnesses and disabilities may have symptoms such as pain, fatigue, dizziness, weakness, or mental health disorders....

ILICarrieDoll
Nov 11, 20212 min read


Not All Rejections are Bad
One of the facts of life is that we will face rejections; it can be social rejections, emotional rejections, career rejections, etc, etc,...

ILICarrieDoll
Oct 20, 20213 min read


How my Bipolar Diagnosis Saved my Life
To some, being diagnosed with mental illness means the end of the world to them. But to me it was the opposite. That's when my life...

ILICarrieDoll
Oct 18, 20216 min read


Why Finding PWDs as Inspirational May be Detrimental to both Able and Disable People
Growing up, I had many reservations concerning disabilities and PWDs (Person/People with Disabilities). I often wondered why some PWDs...

ILICarrieDoll
Sep 18, 20217 min read


Self Love VS Narcissism: Know the Differences
Recently I had an interesting discussion with a fellow Mensan on the topic of Narcissistic Personality Disorder. To me there's a fine...

ILICarrieDoll
Aug 31, 20218 min read


I'm So Proud of You. I wonder...
Sometimes when I tell people of my achievements, especially when I managed to improve my life, I'll be getting praises along with "I'm so...

ILICarrieDoll
Aug 26, 20211 min read


Online Gathering with Strawberry Desserts
After weeks planning, Bibie finally host a Lolita gathering among Broke AF Lolita group. I was late for almost 15 mins to join as I...

ILICarrieDoll
Aug 18, 20212 min read


Looking Good with Thrift Goods
Been hearing people said you only look good with expensive stuffs. The nerve! I admit expensive goods, designer brands goods qualities...

ILICarrieDoll
Aug 8, 20212 min read
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